This past Saturday, January 25. My son and I drove up to Castle Rock, Colorado which is about 50 minutes north of Colorado Springs. It was my first solo drive outside of Colorado Springs since last year. It was great driving, talking to Nathaniel and listening to music. I believe we were listening to Train or was it Abba. I cannot recall and what does did it matter, my son and I were getting out of the Springs, alone. We stopped by a Subway and had lunch and after lunch we drove into town. We stopped by The Barn Antique in Castle Rock, which is across from the Fire Department. Nathaniel and I took out our cameras and started taking photos. We had a great time; this time of photography is what binds my relationship with my son and that is very important to me and I know for him too.
I was listening to Crosby's, Stills and Nash "Our House" several days ago and I told Nathaniel how much I will be missing our house, (with two dogs in the yard instead of cats). I love this house, my haven, the castle that God had given us. It was a fortress for me. I felt safe in my house. Unfortunately, with me being out of work for almost six months, it took its toll. I had to short sale or foreclose, and I was not wanting to foreclose. Our house was put up for sale on December 29, 2013 and I had an offer on January 4, 2014. I have a contract and it is breaking my heart. Yes, "my house is a very, very, very fine house . . . "
It may be a couple of months before we close completely, but I believe I am ready to move on. Please keep my son and I in prayer to find something to rent. I would prefer a small house, with at least two bedrooms, one in a half bathrooms or two bathrooms, and a fenced in yard (Also, maybe a fireplace) I can dream you know. I know the Lord already has the place for us, but I just need to listen to His gentle direction. So much has happened in the last eight months, sometimes I just want to sleep for days and not wake up until I am completely rested. But I will continue to walk that narrow path (which unfortunately I tend to tip over from time to time), though I will enjoy the adventures along the way. I am thankful to the Lord for allowing me to stay in my home while I was still healing; that was definitely a GOD thing!!! A wonderful GOD thing!!!
Thank you, Father. Thank you, for allowing me to enjoy this house and welcome those who have passed through these doors no matter what their burden. This house was not for my personal use only, but for those who were in need of you. Lord, your presence was always felt here. Father, you are invited to come and stay in my next home, and may your presence be felt by those who will come to know you.
2013 has been a very trying year for many of us. Our fight has been for our marriages, families, homes, health and just keeping our minds focused on what God would have us do. 2013 has brought tears to many, but also healing and laughter too. I have had the privilege to see God's hand in many of my family and friends lives; I also have had the privilege to see God's merciful hand in my life too. 2013 has blessed many with miracles which are still in progress and strength to continue on this road called life. 2013 may have taken the things that were holding our growth in Christ down, and seeing that through His power we are healed in every sense of the word. 2013 has shown me that God cares about the smallest details in our lives; yes, He does. 2013 also took loved ones from several of my friends and has taught many of us to have courage, hope, patience and love. 2013 has also given us the understanding that life is very precious no matter what our circumstance, we are to be grateful at all times. As I am writing I am thinking about all the stories shared on this very page. The joy, blessings and even the dark moments that eventually makes us who we are. The number 525,600 is actually how many minutes are in a year, (excluding leap years) and we should not waste one moment of it.
So, as we welcome 2014. I pray that everyone who reads this reflects and gives thanks to the Lord for everything we have gone through. Everything. Many blessing to you my friends. Blessings to all of you in Jesus name and a Happy New Year!!!
This past Saturday, January 25. My son and I drove up to Castle Rock, Colorado which is about 50 minutes north of Colorado Springs. It was my first solo drive outside of Colorado Springs since last year. It was great driving, talking to Nathaniel and listening to music. I believe we were listening to Train or was it Abba. I cannot recall and what does did it matter, my son and I were getting out of the Springs, alone. We stopped by a Subway and had lunch and after lunch we drove into town. We stopped by The Barn Antique in Castle Rock, which is across from the Fire Department. Nathaniel and I took out our cameras and started taking photos. We had a great time; this time of photography is what binds my relationship with my son and that is very important to me and I know for him too. 
