Flowers

Happy Valentine's Day

Today is Valentine's Day.  I thought I would feel a little lonely, which I do, but I went out and purchased myself some flowers.  No roses for me, too generic for this day of LOVE.  I have been soaking up this time alone and have had the opportunity to think a lot, could be dangerous, and I realized something.  I would love to love again, someday, but not now.  Maybe in the future, if it is God's will for me to meet someone then so be it.  But right now I have to be with the Lord first and let Him be my first LOVE.

I have been watching the movie, Jerry Maguire, a lot. Tom Cruise is just, I mean, words cannot describe how beautiful this man is, but anyways.  My favorite scene in this movie is when Jerry Maguire tells his wife that she "completes him."  I know it is just a movie, but it reminded me of a moment when my ex husband said, "You feel like home."  Even now it gives my heart butterflies.  I am not one who needs all the flowers or candy just sincere honesty and some bling wouldn't hurt.

Well now that I have depressed myself I am off now.  Probably tomorrow I will go and cruise the candy aisle and buy myself a box of Valentine's chocolate which hopefully will be 1/2 off.   I hope you all have a lovely day on this day of  LOVE

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Jerry Maguire