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Burl Ives, "Silver and Gold"
Tuesday, December 25, 2018
Thursday, December 6, 2018
Love!!
My Hobbit hole is decorated with Christmas. It looks quite lovely and festive. I did not go overboard, but simple basics, like a tree. It feels homey and a little magical. At least it does to me. I am off from work for the next several days and I have a busy schedule. I love this time of year, it is just beautiful. Even with all the commotion of the world, I take in the magic of the season. Christmas is a reminder to the world of God coming down in the flesh. It may go over our heads, but believing in that gives me a hope. That our living God came down from heaven, became man, died for us, and welcomes us, with all our garbage. Love!!
I have to admit that my heart and spirit have become a little more darker. And, I know why. I have not given my Lord the time that He wants from me. I mean, I give him my prayers, which are intimate conservations. I give Him acknowledgement. I gave Him my life and heart. But, one thing where I am lacking is in my time. I give the Lord that I love very little time. Not, that I am so busy, but have become a little bitter. Not angry, but sad. Sad for the things that I cannot comprehend. God is in control, and I know that. Though, I tend to be tough on myself, but tougher on others who should be our leaders in the church. I have to stop!! Love!! My grievances are selfish and not fully holy in my Father's eyes. He knows my heart better that me, I know that for a fact. With everything that my family and I have gone through, I do not want to neglect the fact that the Lord has carried us through so much. I am eternally grateful!!
As I sit hit in my Hobbit hole, which the Lord gave us, and I am content. I want to thank the Creator of the universe with my Love!! Thanking Him for these quiet moments, away from so much pain. Thanking my Lord for helping me see my shortcomings, and still Loves me!! Still . . .
So, with all this said, I am asking my Lord, Jesus, King, for help in restoring my bitter heart and filling it with his Love!! Thank you, Father, for still looking out for my son and me. Please, bless our home and lives, envelope it with your Love!!
Thank you.
Love!!
I have to admit that my heart and spirit have become a little more darker. And, I know why. I have not given my Lord the time that He wants from me. I mean, I give him my prayers, which are intimate conservations. I give Him acknowledgement. I gave Him my life and heart. But, one thing where I am lacking is in my time. I give the Lord that I love very little time. Not, that I am so busy, but have become a little bitter. Not angry, but sad. Sad for the things that I cannot comprehend. God is in control, and I know that. Though, I tend to be tough on myself, but tougher on others who should be our leaders in the church. I have to stop!! Love!! My grievances are selfish and not fully holy in my Father's eyes. He knows my heart better that me, I know that for a fact. With everything that my family and I have gone through, I do not want to neglect the fact that the Lord has carried us through so much. I am eternally grateful!!
As I sit hit in my Hobbit hole, which the Lord gave us, and I am content. I want to thank the Creator of the universe with my Love!! Thanking Him for these quiet moments, away from so much pain. Thanking my Lord for helping me see my shortcomings, and still Loves me!! Still . . .
So, with all this said, I am asking my Lord, Jesus, King, for help in restoring my bitter heart and filling it with his Love!! Thank you, Father, for still looking out for my son and me. Please, bless our home and lives, envelope it with your Love!!
Thank you.
Love!!
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