Lately I have been noticing people and their heads. I try to remember how it feels to have an intact skull. No trauma, no one messing with my brain; just normalcy. I do believe that I will have some normalcy again. One day all this drama will be a faint memory; the memory of surgery, stupor, rehab, family issues, life decisions. There are moments where I cannot fathom why I had to go through this, then it occurs to me that this is what God let pass through his hands. I remember telling my boys that anything that happens to us whether good or bad has gone through God's hands first. It is good to know that God has been involved with all the details of the good or bad that comes to our lives, it is comforting. I don't want to sound like a downer, I am very grateful for my healing. I just recently had my third and last surgery on September 19th. There is a relief of not going through anymore surgeries and healing time, though I am recuperating for the next six weeks. In all honesty I am so much looking forward to returning to work! Yikes!
Anyways, today was my first Sunday that I was able to attend service. It was good to see my dear friends and listening to my Pastor's sermon, it was something I needed to hear. I love my church! A great group of people.
Well, I feel a little better. I know my skull is healing as I sit here typing this blog entry. . . . yeah right : ) It is nice to think about the good that surrounds us. It helps to remember that the Lord is among us. It is good to know that I am doing well, and I am looking forward to what God has waiting in the palm of his hands; it will all be good.
The gray has got to go . . . ha
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