The Way It Is Going To Be

I don't know what it is about meeting someone, but I did join one of THOSE dating websites.  Recently I had a man contact me.  He was 55 years old, has grown children who live in two different sates, and he moved to Colorado from Texas 20 months ago.  He is intelligent, not bad looking, employed and divorced 2x.  I really was not attracted to him, but he was pursuing diligently, and I thought alright, I'll give it a shot.  We ended up talking on the phone and "NOTHING," absolutely "NOTHING."  He was very nice, but I just didn't feel it, and I had to let him know that I was not interested.  The thing is, he never asked me anything about who I was.  I asked him a barrage of questions about himself.  Yikes!  If there is someone who I am not attracted to, I am not faking it! I am not desperate!! Lonely, yes, but not desperate!! I do not want to be in a relationship where there is no compatibility or attraction. There has to be a connection.  If it is not there I do not want to force it.  Unfortunately, some people will settle and be miserable because they do not want to feel the loneliness.  Who does?!  But better alone than in bad company.  I like who I am and it took me a long time to see what a fantastic heart and spirit I have.  It was almost destroyed by the very man who vowed to cherish and protect me.  If God has a man for me, then that man is looking for me right now.  I will continue to listen to the alignment in my spirit to hold out for the very man who will love, cherish, protect and adore me, becasue I know I can give all those things in return.  And that is just the way it is going to be!