11:55 pm

It is 11:55 pm.  I am still winding down from work.  I had a bit of an adventure earlier this morning, I had to go to the ER because of a headache and my blood pressure was sky high.  I did drive myself, but I was scared.  All I could think about was that I did not want another aneurysm.  It was strange being taken care of by the people who one works with, and all I have to say is that these people are top notch!!  Everything did turn out okay, and I had another CT scan of my brain and no aneurysms.  So, needless to say I will be seeing my doctor soon and try to figure out what the heck is going on.  I guess I will have to live with this for the rest of my life.  Unfortunately, I am slowly noticing that I am withdrawing from going forward in my social life, not with my friends, but meeting someone.  I cannot put someone through all the menusha of my brain.  So, I decided to close my dating profile.  I just can't do this, I just don't want to.  Besides, it has forced me to organize my papers and I will be drawing and possibly painting again.  I have to accept the fact that I may not meet someone.  I believe I will be okay with that.  Anyways . . . why is it my entries always turn out to be some kind of relationship thing.  I mean really!!  : )

Anyways . . . I will sign off for now.  I am starting to get sleepy.  I hope you enjoy your Saturday, because the 1st day of May is done and it is now 12:14 am, the 2nd day of May. 

Passenger "Little Lights"