I am feeling a little under the weather today, actually, I feel about 90% better than I did Sunday. I cannot go into detail of this stomach flu, but boy it knocked me out of my socks. My son, Nathaniel was ill first and then I got ill, and he became ill again on Monday morning. So, yesterday I pulled a Pine Sol onslaught and filled a large bucket with hot water and Pine Sol and wiped everything in the house; my house smells like an infirmary, but at least it is clean and disinfected.
It has been an interesting week at work too, I think my barrier was infiltrated with stress and disgust. Sometimes, I just want to pull a Walter Mitty and just tell people to stop being "dicks." I have it in me, but the wisdom of my wise confidants is to keep silent, don't burn bridges. Sometimes leadership, lacks that, leadership. It is good to have people who know me well and steer me to take a breathe, pray and ask God to give me clarity. I love where I work and I also love the people that I work closely with, they are phenomenal! It was good that I called out today, I wouldn't want to hurl on management's shoes. It was coming up this morning, even before I left work, I couldn't stomach going in. I hate being physically weak, and emotionally charged. Bad combination.
Anyways . . .
I will be alright. It is probably a season I have to go through. It sucks, but I have to see it through and face the giants with my little pebble and sling shot. I will have to just trudge along until I find my niche. I am grateful for my job and love what the company does. I am grateful for my health and that my stomach flu will pass through, no pun intended. So, right now Lynyrd Skynyrd's, "Sweet Home Alabama" is the appropriate song to continue looking out at the glistening snow.
Lynyrd Skynyrd's, "Sweet Home Alabama"
with one of my favorite films, "Forrest Gump"
Enjoy your day!
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