Okay, I believe that we have control of our thought process, and I do believe that, very much. I have always and I mean always lived my life in a very non traditional way. Though, I have lived it traditionally because that is how a "good" mother and wife lives her life for her family. But, I did get bored with the way I was expected to behave, I was bored out of my mind. My son's knew that mom was not like the other moms from their class or church. Even my ex husband knew that too, I guess that is why he enjoyed hanging with me when we met, and he even chilled with me before and after our divorce. Yes, we still kicked off our shoes on occasion. I am not saying I am a party person or anything like that, but I do enjoy people for who they are. I am cautious at times and also try to be accepting on some things, but not all. I mean really we have to make choices in our lives that will not ruin us.
Anyway . . . . .
Why, am I writing this entry, again, not to sure. Though, I wanted to just put truth out there. Truth that I believe in Jesus and I know I belong to my Father in Heaven, and that I am royalty. I believe that because He tells me that in his word. Though, I will admit sometimes I do not behave royally. I behave more like a royal pain. I have tried to live my life riding this merry go round. I want to follow where I am led by the Lord. I read a meme a couple of days ago that said something about knowing God's word is not the same and doing God's work. So, true. I want to be following the Lord who saved me back in 1991, and I want the Lord to use this eclectic person to do his will. I will be who I am, loving, fun, compassionate, understanding and excessively funny. Okay, maybe not to excessive. So, while riding the merry go round of life I will continue to hang unto the Lord tightly, because I know that He will help me to stay the course, after the music and ride from the merry go round stops.
"Merry Go Round" Kacey Musgraves
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